an adrenaline rush meets life


was my last night with my cokey.
(all photographs either made by my lover or myself.)







she listened attentively, remained still with her ears behind + sad face and my heart is so pain for her sadness. oh well. she is all my love. all my love is for her. i miss her so much and cannot wait to see her again on wednesday! 
just got back yesterday and feeling excited to share my thoughts, stories & photographs of tokyo; shoot with my client, 2 shoots with exiles tokyo models - one of which worked with yano; h&m hairfacestylist (best foreign experience ever), shoot with a beautiful set of japanese young twin girls, shoot with some friends like mio + jae and lots lots of street.
i lost 8gb worth of photographs to an unfortunate card-got-corrupted incident. its a really shitty feeling and honestly feel that i do not deserve this crap. will be fighting to bring all my lost moments made in tokyo back to life again. i am currently swarmed with deadlines and will share them tokyo stories as soon as most of my deadlines are cleared! here’s a photograph of me in tokyo made by my lover.
last but not least, still on japan, my super talented rep jing quek is going to be interviewed, documented and featured on beat takeshi!; if you know whom this director is. if you dont, i dont mean to be mean but you obviously havent seen better films! takeshi kitano on imdb: http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0001429/