currently in shanghai to shoot a big campaign thats going to be plastered across buildings, billboards, retail posters and what not. fucking god damn excited, feeling the goosebumps, feeling the pressure, feeling every fuck thing. you feel this way because this is your life, this is who you are, this is your profession and this is nothing but everything that you have always wanted. sometimes you romanticize life, you tend to only see the positive side of things from a young and naive point of view THAT when reality steps in, you realize that things are never always the way you might picture them to be. but you love it. you love the stress, you love all these breath shaking moments, you love all the pressure thats on you. you embrace everything with wide open arms, heart and soul. and thats what life is really all about. you can ONLY learn from nerve wrecking experiences.
been here since saturday for pre production, meetings, presentations. been nothing so far but one mother fucking learning experience and journey for me. almost met everyone thats going to be on set during fitting except global client and a talent. i think this is possibly the biggest production shoot that i have ever been on.
grimes - genesis
claire boucher. i do 100% love you. your underaged, god damn talented and one of a kind.
my second adidas campaign is out and i am missing everyone that was on set. always so much fun.
so. this is rachel. and thats me on top of rachel. i told her that i felt like a guy for a moment. its true. i really did felt like a guy for a moment. i also told her that she had a nice wonderful behind. and then we had this ridiculous fantas-ious conversation with some ridiculous fantas-ious actions while listening to anders and woods - without a care. we certainly couldnt stop laughing. we couldnt breathe!
and then i said, “okay so thats how we girls look from behind. very good.”
happy 4th birthday my cokey, my one and only, my first and last forever. i dont care what they think, i feel what i feel and i feel happy and fortunate to love you. you brought so much love into my life, a really blissful kind of compassionate innocent, pure as lightness of white love that no human can ever experience this with another human ever. hope you get well soon and recover fully, never to have that aseptic meningitis relapse again. may you be a very healthy and happy dog for all of the years to come. i cannot wait for the day when you are finally under my care, when we are under the same roof together!
P.S i wish i knew more about your history. your parents, their country of birth, your country of birth, how many siblings you have, how you looked like when you were a week old.. i guess this is all ive got for now. the day when i first met you. you were 1 years of age or perhaps younger. you were this over sized rodent that just couldnt stop smiling.
your sooooooooooooo special cokey <3