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grimes - genesis
claire boucher. i do 100% love you. your underaged, god damn talented and one of a kind.
ADIDAS ALL ORIGINALS
my second adidas campaign is out and i am missing everyone that was on set. always so much fun.
rachel
so. this is rachel. and thats me on top of rachel. i told her that i felt like a guy for a moment. its true. i really did felt like a guy for a moment. i also told her that she had a nice wonderful behind. and then we had this ridiculous fantas-ious conversation with some ridiculous fantas-ious actions while listening to anders and woods - without a care. we certainly couldnt stop laughing. we couldnt breathe!
and then i said, “okay so thats how we girls look from behind. very good.”
happy 4th birthday cokey!
happy 4th birthday my cokey, my one and only, my first and last forever. i dont care what they think, i feel what i feel and i feel happy and fortunate to love you. you brought so much love into my life, a really blissful kind of compassionate innocent, pure as lightness of white love that no human can ever experience this with another human ever. hope you get well soon and recover fully, never to have that aseptic meningitis relapse again. may you be a very healthy and happy dog for all of the years to come. i cannot wait for the day when you are finally under my care, when we are under the same roof together!
P.S i wish i knew more about your history. your parents, their country of birth, your country of birth, how many siblings you have, how you looked like when you were a week old.. i guess this is all ive got for now. the day when i first met you. you were 1 years of age or perhaps younger. you were this over sized rodent that just couldnt stop smiling.
your sooooooooooooo special cokey <3
MARCH & APRIL
wow to actually keep up with all these posts that i really want to do… i think i am going to need a month or something. but you know what. i am going to do it man. whatever that ive set out to do? im gonna fucking do it. promised myself that i would keep up with this blog, ive got to hold my word and no god damn excuses bitch.
adventures from last summer in shanghai, to fall in krabi, to winter in vietnam, to winter in ko lanta where my lover proposed and i said hell yes of cos, to spring in shanghai yet again and all the other posts for all the new shoots, random stuff and what nots.
but for now. this is march & april. (all made through iphone)
shooting with bao yin. (by rach) 
i glowed in the dark.
after a short 1am filming practice using the glidecam with mich. 
while walking cokey.
cokey, my bitch with dog fangs.
home made. oats + rice powder.
i swear they just love to eye me.
giant spider spidering up a sengkang block. 
stop giving me that look already. your making me all weak in my heart.
doing yoga with cokey. 
cokey tired from yoga.
editorial for style weddings.
shooting a campaign for 20:twothree. (by gen) 
FASCINATED by my dog s x rays.
nurses attending to cokey before her spinal tab procedure.
cokey has aseptic meningitis.
(http://www.helium.com/items/1913121-aseptic-meningitis-in-dogs-cervical-rigidity)
god, her symptoms came about too sudden, a total surprise. everything took place within hours. not days or weeks but hours. coke would yelp in pain each time anyone touched her neck or tried to move her. to see her having no control over her shakingness and movements, let alone know that she was under a great deal of pain really killed my heart. its kinda like looking at someone in the eye whom you love so much go through a series of pain spasms while this love of yours looks back into your eye. you cry. you really feel this emotional pain being pierced deep in your heart. 
waiting for her spinal tab procedure.
waking up from anesthesia. 
sooo happy to see me and me sooo happy to see her the next day.
spending the day with cokey and i made a nest for her.
waiting to go home.
home.
poster of a lost jrt. cant imagine if it was coke. 
matt in sing reading a sing fhm mag to make his girl jealous & reading a singlish book to ace his singlish.
eyeing again.
cokey s spinal tab report came in from the states.
cokey cant wait to go home.
sleepy.
cokey giving me an evil eye.
my bitch is a rodent.
my bitch is too cute for me to resist a photograph.
thats some eyeing my friend. 
homemade melted lowest fat possible cheese i can find in the supermarket with mushrooms.
cutest in my world. 
adidas all originals campaign shoot. (during my birthday period yet again!)
wearing my cap that looks like a helmet on her. 
hi my name is coco and i wanna play toy. do you wanna play with me?
hi my name is coco and i am a secretary. see my ears? i am always alert and ready. and i have a toy.
sleeping with hands like a koo niang talking. she looks like shes smiling. possibly dreaming of ba kwa or something. 
okay shut your mouth. no bark.
your so scary when you sleep.
watching fireworks from my room with my lover before my flight to shangers.
hello french concession. i love you.
hotel s lobby
stupid red jacket.
pink at hotel s grounds.
jing and miao and the signs.
rooftop of w+k. 
near donghu.
opening windows allowing shangers s polluted cold air in. 
looking down from room.
sleeping pris.
its lawson bitches. the china one.
shanghai is most certainly random with no city planning whatsoever. youll find a condo or wet market right next to a big plot of land for the arts. definitely cool.
hello el.
xiao xing pussy.
unlighted bund.
ken s fury friends.
my very first encounter with a pitbull. beautiful breed and dog, fucking smart. and most definitely tough. you can totally feel her strength and muscles when you run your hands down the contours of her robusty body. tug of war with cokey is me pulling. tug of war with this beauty is me loosing my arm.
shooting j.
bellboy bringing my shit across the road to sister hotel.
and then guess who arrived.
marly.
people s square area.
marly and me.
dinner with i dont know how many expats all speaking better-mandarin-than-we-did.
40sgd.
chris, kel and el resting.
watching charles s old skate videos.
marly. 
40sgd.
marly at the minimart.
dinner with chris.
shoes for sale by the road.
i think marly was touching herself.
thats quite happening kid! push that second shit out you can do it!
feels awesome to be watching other women do their thing. however, not too sure about seeing someone else s piece of shit floating otherneath my downsouth as i do my thing. 
marly making a picture of dinner as alix finds her more pictures of food. i think. 
alix and marly at the minimart.
prettyfied alix.
me skating around in the minimart in skirt and boots. yes, i couldnt help it. (by marl)
last morning in shangers.
marly and me.
marly.
hi.
marly.
marly s polaroid of me at pudong airport.
marly making a polaroid.
marly and me.
hello child.
marly asleep on the plane.
flight music.
love this bat ears dog. just you and me cokey.
in shangers, i found shoes. like shoes. we bought half the store down, made the chinese happy. being ripped off is a small donation. mafia is still alive with or without boots.
you know what it is.
a screenshot of alix filming himself while getting his forehead fixed after a nasty fall.
running with my lover.
oscar is a furball.
sengkang sunset.
cokey my love and the cafe s cat.
i wanna take a picture of you.
ill totally do this singapore sun. so naive raw and untouched as you trace the contours of any form. these strength of shadows! these yellow! aliens please spill tiny crystals down to earth. you may sprinkle tiny drops of rainbow fluids too. will you go running and spinning with me? okay give me a visual recorder now!
the padre and his son is finally in singapore.
su and kellie.
i did something that ive never done before for the last 13/14 years. 
“yes he loves recording. he makes some boring comments like yes i am here and here and probably say more boring comments and then when he goes back to marseille, hes going to watch it on his tv as it is with no music or edits whatsoever and he is going to watch it over and over and over again.” “OMG THATS SO CUTE.”
the fix in the middle of alix s forehead.
my lover s shadow and alix and me.
view from christian and alix roussel s room.
alix.
christian and alix roussel.
prints of min for a new mixed media i am working on. 
cam whore time of my hew hair and before I!!! grow old and look like shit. #justsaying
DAS IT!
oh and i am featured in her world this month.
